لا أدري من أين ابدأ خاطرتي ..
فالعقل عاجز عن التفكير..
و اللسان عاجز عن التعبير..
و اليد تحتاج الى معين ..
آآآآآه ......و الف آآآآآه
لا ادري ماذا أقول ..؟؟
و لاادري ماذا أفعل..؟؟
فانا تائها ....بل .... ضائعا
لا ادري لمن اشكو ...
هل أصرخ .... ام هل أبكي ..؟؟
هل أندب حظي .. ام ارضى بنصيبي ..؟؟
أتظاهر بالقوة و الشجاعة ..
و امنع من حولي من البكاء ..
و ما بداخلي لا يعلمه الا الله ..!!
لقد تعبت .... و يئست ....
سئمت من هذا الحظ ...
و سئمت من هذه الحياة ..
التي باتت تغلق ابوابها في وجهي ليل نهار
تقولون لي اهدئي..و ارضي بنصيبك ..
كيف ........
كيف و انا أرى غيري ينعم بما كنت أنعم به ..؟؟؟
وتطايرت تلك الاحلام الوردية ..
و تحطم كل ما بنيته ..
ليذهب كل شيء سدى ...
ياليتني .. اتمكن من البكاء ..
و ياليت عيناي تذرف و لو دمعة ..
لعلها تزيل ما بداخلي من جروح ..
ماهذه القوة التي اصابتني فجأة ..!!!!
و ما هذه الشجاعة التي احاطت بي ..!!!
لكن........ لكن ..
أشعر بشيء بداخلي .. يبعث فيَ الحياة ..
و يقول لي استمر ...
شيء يدفعني للامام ...
يقول لي لا تيأس ...
احاول ولاكن دون جدوى
منقول
عاشت الايادي عززتي على هل خاطرة نورتينا وردا
The Heavenly Father had come back already
He had come back as the thief in the night
He returned this time in the form of His Holy Spirit
He wants talk to each one of us, Spirit to Spirit
He has an appointment with each one of us
Your appointment is today
When Jesus came to earth in the body
even His best friends, the disciples, who eat, drank, slept, traveled, and touched Him
still missed Him because one denied Him, another betrayed Him
and one wanted to touch His wounds to believe in Him
It was NOT until He gave them His Holy Spirit as fire, that
their eyes opened; they knew who He was
they weren't afraid to even die for Him
but traveled the whole world to tell the Truth about Him
It was His Holy Spirit that painted the picture of who Christ really was, is, and will be
He had come back again in the form of His Spirit
Behold, His Spirit, His Word, His Love, His Beauty, and His Fountain of Life
Read messages, 305, 307, 225,124 & 63
www.144000.net/ttt
In those days, everyone who calls upon the name of Jesus will be SAVED